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thatsillyemokid @ 2004-03-06T16:19:00

2004-03-06T21:20:12Z

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2004-03-01T05:09:18Z

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thatsillyemokid @ 2004-02-24T00:01:00

2004-02-24T05:02:47Z

DC Y 8: my sister says i need balls
Slackergirl2: yea u do lol
Slackergirl2: or more then u have now
Slackergirl2: but i mean
DC Y 8: lol
Slackergirl2: i dont really wanna talk about ur balls
DC Y 8: rofl
DC Y 8: than say courage
DC Y 8: lol
Slackergirl2: lol yea that works too

i<3tom lol

promise

2004-02-22T04:11:35Z

i'll take something to believe
something with long sleeves
cause it's unpredictable
now jesus said he'd fill my needs
but my heart still bleeds
he's just not physical

now why can't i see

if i look up and the sky's not there
is there any reason that i should be scared
when a promise is a promise i know

now we've established lack of sight
maybe vision's the right word
for what i need
cause i can't see with human eyes
lord knows i've tried
to follow where he leads

from what i've seen so far
i can't believe my eyes
and what a nice suprise

:sigh: i dont kno nemore

skank!

2004-02-20T20:23:38Z

hey guys...its been a crazyass week, sorry i havent updated in forever. but..i dnno wuts with college and thursday nites...i dunno of all the days of the week...they are like party nites. anyways..

last nite i went to the streetlight manifesto show at the middle east in cambridge!! woohoo. it was awesum :) it was me, dave, jess and we met up with gully and meg there. it was cools. the show started like an hour late...and that kinda suckd..so it technically began at like 10 pm. so the opening band was this canadian band...they were alrite. i was standing in back of a pole for half of the show..so that kinda sucked. the next band was Stray Bullets...Awesum! kikass boston band. i dont really like many boston bands...but i thought theywere awesum. i skanked a bit with gully and dave. so that was fun. it turned into a mosh pit the minute i got in...i got my ass kicked..but its k. man i cant believe i used to do that moshing stuff in high school w/o gettin my ass kicked. lol man im definitely pussing out. lol. i was alittle scared tho..cuz there was big guy..with a MASSIVE head...like his cranium was freaking huge! and he kept bobbing his head throughout the show...but the problem was...he had a very stiff neck...and it was like his whole upper torso would move while he tried to move his head...and i was soooo scared of getting smacked in the face by his humongous head! lol omg dude...if u saw it...ud say it was huge too. lol anyways...Streetlight came on! amazingn. they were sooo cool. they seemed like really chill guys. the horn section was awesum. and i was in the front the whole time. it was their first time playing in boston..and it was so cute ,cuz they were mad excited...they were laughing the whole time, cuz like the whole crowd knew the words to their songs and they didnt kno that neone had ever heard of them up here. :) it was adorable...and so was the singer. lol i dunno i got for the skinny nerdy guys, but i thought he was hot...maybe cuz of his voice..but i dunno. neway. gully caught the drummers drum stick and he was so excited. it was so cute lol. his eye like lite up like alittle boy. lol well neway the show ended at like 1:00am...and by that time, the train system was closed...so we took a cab back to my building. dave went home...and me, jess and meg...sat in the lobby to order pizza..we wouldve gone to my room..but jess doesnt live in my building..and the guest policy is gay...so we ghettoed it out...and chilled outside the lounge by the escalators. gully passed us by...so we invited him to have pizza with us...and we ended up eating and talking til about 3ish. i remember talking about gettin jujubees in bulk...and how they get hard after awhile...and how we had this great idea of throwing them at drunk ppl the next time we cant get into my building. lol...while we were sittin there...sum high kid came by and chilled with us. so we gave him pizza. he wasnt from bu, he was actually visiting but he was from edison and goes to MSU..which was kinda cool...he was strange tho...and high..lol but neway.. we parted and went back to our rooms...and ppl were still up in the common room...so i did physics with them until like 4:00am...and yea that was my nite. lol..so not only did i go to a show, eat pizza and skank..but i was a good student and did my homework :)

thatsillyemokid @ 2004-02-10T13:45:00

2004-02-10T18:45:40Z

I can hear it repeating over and over in my head. Just that moment of complete humiliation. “Are you shitting me?”, he retorted at my lack of understanding, as I glared at him, yelled profanities…and felt myself growing smaller. And sometimes even when I think of times like that when I can feel or just realize my utter stupidity…Its like those scenes repeat in my head and everytime those pictures come into mind, the smaller I become…and the yearning to disappear increases.

angerd

2004-02-10T06:44:35Z

your good at that..making me feel stupid. keep it up.

like whoa

2004-02-06T20:15:15Z

please drive faster, oh no!..disaster.

show me show me..how u do that trick (in a singsong voice, while bobbing head)

hey guys...its been a while since i updated. this weekend been crazy btween spending sunday sick, doing he radio station thing, doing physics hw and calc hw for waaaaay too many hours of my day. next weeks not ne better. i have to spend a couple hours in the manufacturing building welding and all that nifty stuff for my project due thursday. (its a calculator stand...yes i have to build one...) it seems kinda pointless but wuteve. man, im waay too committed to the radio station, i got the internship going on and im in the protions committee..and for the show, i have to do sum recording on tues to make an intro for the beginnign of my segment. its cools tho. the promotions thing isnt too bad, i just have to make flyers and send them around campus. gah..i have aphysics exam mon, 6-8! arg! i love physics but i hate tests. then hmm..wutelse...gah and the society of woman engineers (i kno im a dork lol)...they want me to like find a florist thatll donate 10 free center pieces to for our dinner event next month...which is NOT going to happen. lol

lol the highlight of my day on tues and thurs..(mind u, the busiest days tthis week)
but i have an 8am calc lecture...and theres this one guy..lol hilarious. ok, tues he came in half and hour late...and thurs, he came in an hour and 15 mins late (the class is 2 hours long lol)...so EVERY calc lecture...he stumbles in...all messy looking and half asleep, with his hair all crazy and his fatness hanging out of his shirt....he always sits at the chair by the door...and he makes it known that he's in class...but making as much noise possible just to settle himself down in his chair. (ex. russling of clothes, blowing noise very loudly, squeekingn his chair, slamming his books on desk)...and when he sits down..he always sits in such a way that his ass crack is exposed from his pants. dave and i call him "the slob". lol and i think everyone i class knows who he is...cuz hes always asking weird questions outloud...and answering the professors rhetorical questions. i remember him outta no where during class yell out "i can't find the comma button". randomly.

cotton candy is good.. i<3 it

classes

2004-01-30T05:53:36Z

this semester is kinda cool. i actually like my classes. like all of them except my writing class...becuase i hate writing...and its early in the morning. i dont like my calc2 class either...but thats just cuz its in the morning. i like doing that hw for that class and my professor is pretty cool. i surprisingly dont fall asleep in that class. my computerized and manufacturing processes class is awesum...best class ever. i welded on tues..and today i had to do engineering drawings :) so it was like art class :) but it kinda sux, cuz i have to design a calculator stand for my project due next week. lol i dont have ne clue wtf im gonna make it look like...or wut a calculator stand would look like...mine is prob goonna look maaad dinky.

neways...i <3 physics! omg...i love that class...i love velocity and acceleration..and force! ahh lol..its weird becuase even tho i had a shit background in physics..i totally dig this class. everything just makes sooo much sense! and im actually not bad at it either...i got 5 outta 5 on the passed two quizzes....def goin alot better then chem...which i ended up not attending the last semester. lol hehe wuteve..im off..later dudes

friends only

2004-01-28T18:08:55Z

for the most part, this journal is going to be friends only. i may slip every now and then to make things public, cuz i forget to press the little "friends" button..but yea..thereya go

facade

2004-01-27T04:45:26Z

I just wanted to rant...i dunno if my views even make sense...but here goes.

There are some people I feel really sorry for. People who live their lives in order to gain acceptance …or people who base their whole life on gaining this perception of themselves, this façade of greatness. There are those people who do things or say things that they know will get other’s attention and they enjoy telling everyone about these experiences because of the responses they get from ppl (most of which are in itself dumb, contain a significant amount of shock value, or just plain add to their social standing)…sometimes these even consist of lies. It is like this transport of details. Transported by word of mouth, received aurally, perceived mentally and this perception is permanently kept in the back of the mind….and the more lies that are fed, the more detailed this perception is…and somehow this perception is what makes up a human being, a human personality….all through words. Its an amazing process, yet sad in its own way. Its sad in the fact that people plan this…They want people to think of them as these great people. They want to make a name for themselves and they want a stable social status. It’s weird that these people can’t just exist to exist. They exist for other people. I mean I know everyone does this to a certain extent, doing things or modifying things for other people, on small levels… but to base everything on this goal: their time, their effort, their purpose. It’s worse because in the end…there is no goal…there is nothing to reach. It’ll be just like this endless cycle of building a perception…and for what? Status. I guess that is important to some people. I don’t understand why. I guess when you don’t have enough self-esteem to support yourself, you depend on others to shower you with compliments and help you stabilize your esteem. I’ll admit, it is nice to receive compliments and to be well-liked…but to have that as one of your top priorities…it’s sad.

wuteve..i'm out laters

let go

2004-01-25T07:54:43Z

im really not one to let go of things.

i hate sumone...cant say who...but i hate this person very much. i dunno if its because they suck or if i have insecurity problems...but this person totally sucks...and i wish i could tell this person that theyre stupid...that theyre ugly... they're boring...they're not as cool and nice as they think they are...theyre superficial...theyre're motives for doing things are fucked up...they dont know anything about life...or college....or jobs (not that i do..but def much more then this person)...or people...they kno nothing.

i wish i could tell this person that they are nothing.

thatsillyemokid @ 2004-01-23T00:37:00

2004-01-23T05:41:14Z

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heey

2004-01-22T03:38:22Z

hi its me...yay new layouot..thanx to my bro. :)

neways. i went to another radio station meeting today, it was pretty cool. the bouncing souls might play at bu...either them or vendetta red. im more for the bouncing souls tho :). anyways... today i only had one class, physics.but i soooo totally didnt kno where the building was lol...so bad! like i went to the wrong building..and everything...then i finally found it...but i was 10 mins late...so embarrassing.and then i had to take a quiz on notes that were taken during the first five mins of class..horrible! i tried copying off the person next to me wen the tf asnt looking. lol...but that didnt work too well. it was a one question quiz...soo bad lol. im goin to that class earlier...and im sitting in the back for copying purposes.

thatsillyemokid @ 2004-01-21T21:09:00

2004-01-22T02:10:04Z

hi im bryce and i decorated my sisters lj cause shes mad kool.

mad tired

2004-01-20T21:00:17Z

wooohoo! i finished my classes for the day :) yippee skippee! i deserve a nap. but like im in this mood for food. i want cheese...preferably brie :) i miss cheese, there was so much of it at home...and all my fridge has is capri sun and a bottle of coke, half finished. gah. its alrite..i can live..i think :(

home

2004-01-18T06:59:38Z

i just think im bipolar sumtimes.

and thats it.

welcome

2004-01-05T07:33:55Z

this is my livejournal..i'm testing it out..so yay!